hey if anyone still looks at this stuff i’m probably not going to use this tumblr in 2017 so follow my insta @ prophette (or add me on fb, jagger lee).

i’m gonna keep this account as an archive though, bcos it’s the most honest diary i’ve kept for the last seven years. i’ve been more open on here than anywhere else, so i can’t wait to go through it all again many years from now. it’s been nice to have somewhere to vent so frankly, but i need to focus on the real world and vent to real people. it’s been fun though, many hours wasted on this site (that weren’t really wasted bcos i got so much inspiration). 

goodbye friends xo

anyone else just spending the last four days of this year praying for all their faves? what a nightmare of a year.

yes, good idea jagger, watch p.s. i love you at 12.30am all alone and already miserable lmao

after my birthday i am definitely coming to stay at my dad’s house for at least a month. it’s so peaceful up here. typical capricorn, living on top of a mountain! gonna meditate until i become the human embodiment of divinity, ya know? ;)

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my heart. what is wrong with me. why can’t i get you out of my head. this is ridiculous. just stop.

one of my xmas presents to myself arrived this morning & the other one is arriving later today, so yay! something to look forward to after i get another litre of blood extracted from my body :’)

the heat is melting all my blutack & my posters / calendars are falling off my walls :/ :/ :/

i got new meds today n i want to start taking them but i’m not allowed to drink while taking them (especially at the beginning). but like, it’s coming into xmas/nye so do i postpone the meds or do i just suffer through the holidays sober?? 

p.s. i rly don’t want to suffer through the holidays sober. it just doesn’t seem feasible, not after the year i’ve had lmao

daftplunk:

If you ever hear me breathe deeply it’s not because I’m annoyed it’s because I forget to breathe sometimes

(Source: frawgs, via iamchasing-rainbows)